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It has taken me over a year to get over the plain and simple fact that I've put on some meat. The last time I blogged about my weight issues in details was when I wrote this post.
I went through phases of 'What fat... me?' and then to the most dangerous of all the phases, the 'So what if I'm fat!' phase. This particular phase lasted me a year and I've made and broken tons of promises to myself in the bargain. Every second day would start with me making a resolution and end with me not giving a rat's arse. This post here gives you painful details of it all. But now that I see my own once upon a time tiny arse growing at an alarming stage, I'm making a public promise here.
It all started yesterday when I was pinteresting (Name: Panda Love). I was looking at the Women's Fashion category and it made me realize how much I've missed dressing up and looking pretty... for no one else but me. I pour my heart out to my mum and made a crazy promise that I WILL lose all this extra chunks of meat. I was so excited that I could barely sleep last night. Despite that I woke up early today and exercised a little (60 crunches + 20 floor touches).
Yes, that explains why I am up so early and blogging because I'm so full of the cause and energy. I'm going to document everything I eat which would (I hope) help in checking what I shove in my mouth. I will still make yummy things for my co-blog on food (Roadside Gluttons), I'll even taste them (no denying myself from awesome food) but I will not binge.
No more self-pity. No more denial. No more lax attitude.
It's time for a change!
Starting today...
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| Bye Bye Chubby (Image: Slow Motion Thoughts) |
I went through phases of 'What fat... me?' and then to the most dangerous of all the phases, the 'So what if I'm fat!' phase. This particular phase lasted me a year and I've made and broken tons of promises to myself in the bargain. Every second day would start with me making a resolution and end with me not giving a rat's arse. This post here gives you painful details of it all. But now that I see my own once upon a time tiny arse growing at an alarming stage, I'm making a public promise here.
It all started yesterday when I was pinteresting (Name: Panda Love). I was looking at the Women's Fashion category and it made me realize how much I've missed dressing up and looking pretty... for no one else but me. I pour my heart out to my mum and made a crazy promise that I WILL lose all this extra chunks of meat. I was so excited that I could barely sleep last night. Despite that I woke up early today and exercised a little (60 crunches + 20 floor touches).
Yes, that explains why I am up so early and blogging because I'm so full of the cause and energy. I'm going to document everything I eat which would (I hope) help in checking what I shove in my mouth. I will still make yummy things for my co-blog on food (Roadside Gluttons), I'll even taste them (no denying myself from awesome food) but I will not binge.
No more self-pity. No more denial. No more lax attitude.
It's time for a change!
Starting today...
Hi, I would like to think that we should be happy with our bodies but i agree with you. If i am not happy , i should get rid of the weight ... going through the same stuff. cheers ... ps. stay strong
ReplyDeleteHello Lucifer's Passion. Just because we want to lose weight, that doesn't mean we have image issues. Thank you for the support.
ReplyDeleteKeep the faith!